Thinking...

Yes I am.
I'm thinking why I can't fall asleep until like 1 am almost every night.
I'm thinking why my first born tyler slept through the night at 8 weeks, and Gavin is still waking up at 4am.
I'm thinking if tyler will wake up in the middle of the night and come to my bed and say,"Mama? Monsters."
I'm thinking about my dad.
I'm thinking about my mom.
I'm thinking I think I'm over my PP depression.
I'm thinking that the people who won the mega million in Georgia are truely lucky. They picked their kids or grandkids birthdays for the numbers. I and 11 other people had the machine pick them.
I'm thinking of a creative way to take tyler's "ba-ba's" away from him tomorrow.
I'm thinking of switching to organic food for my kids.
I'm thinking about this one patient of ours that is truely gonna die because of insurance stupidity.
I think I think too much.

Why God Made Little Boys...

God made a world out of His dreams, of magic mountains, oceans and streams; praires and plains and wooded land. He then paused and thought, "I need someone to stand on top of the mountains, to conquer the sea; to explore the plains and climb the trees, someone to start out small and grow sturdy, and strong like a tree" and so...He created boys, full of his spirit and fun to conquer, to romp and run with dirty faces, banged up chins, with courageous hearts and boyish grins. When He had completed the task He'd begun, He surely siad, "That's a job well done."

Brothers

.tyler.5 months.

. gavin.5 months.
. tyler.4 months.
. gavin.4 months.

My "Hallmark holiday"...

So yesterday was Valentines Day. We didn't do anything, in fact we will be going out to dinner on Saturday. We don't like crowds or waiting for 4 hours for a dinner. It was either that or having 10pm reservation. So no big deal to have our little day on saturday night. We will probably end up going to Northwoods Inn or try Las Campanas in Rancho.

So John and I exchanged cards and I gave him candy and he gave me flowers. He sent them to work. I love to get flowers at work. What girl doesn't want to feel special in front of others. To bad I didn't go to work that day! I actually had my ulltrasound in the morning and came home to be with tyler since he was sick. So, I had to go into work to pick them up! Poor John. Thanks for the flowers sweetheart!!

Here's tyler on his first valentines day (10 months)...notice the bib...

Here's Gavin on his first valentines day (5 months)...see the bib?

Here is tyler all grown up and stuff...minus the "baba"...hey, we're working on that...along with the potty. Can't we just ship our kids off for potty training camp?

"Have fun honey, make sure you use the potty...remember to flush"

"See you at the end of summer!"

Guess not, huh?

Love him to reeses pieces.

In a Nutshell...

So to speak this has been my life for the past couple of months. It's been busy and I haven't gotten a chance to blog about some things. So here it is in a nutshell!

Here I am with Gavin on Christmas Eve in the ER. He wasn't feeling great, sounding great (horrible cough) and was getting worse through the day. I was afraid he was developing bronchitis...he did by the way...

Here is tyler opening his "big" present. Yes we got him drums. He loves them, especially when anyone else plays them so he can run and dance in circles in his room. Yes there in his room. What? You think I was gonna put them downstairs?

This is John's truck. Obviously the person who did this was on Santa's naughty list. This is what john walked out to after we had a nice time being together as a family and enjoying the kids open up their gifts. Way to kill the mood, eh?


"mama? i wanna hoed da bebe..."

"Okay Tyler, sit down."

"I love my bebe buther"

"Ahhh..."

gavin is such a happy baby. We are so blessed!

Here Tyler is turning into the incredible hulk...j/k. He got a hold of a green candy cane and went to town on it. Need I say more?

Tyler got his first helmet and knee and ankle pads. "mama? I want a skeetsbord?" He loves to watch FUEL TV with dad.

Superman is in the holiday spirit.

Before...
After...

Home Depot price, $2700...Our price, $600...priceless.

Gavin's first taste of rice cereal...didn't like it, wasn't sure what the heck mama was putting in my mouth. Will try again later...

That was the last few months in a nutshell....

STATS

tyler...34 months

gavin...5 months

jaime...329 months

john...365 months

kali...58 months (people yrs)

c-ya!

"Oh no no no..."

Please tell me why Amy Winehouse won album of the year? Who whada thunk it, a song about not wanting to go to rehab being so popular- Oh wait, that was popular this past year with the celebs wasn't it?

Okay Okay already I'll blog.

So a lot has been gping on so I haven't had time to sit at my computer and download pictures and write my stories like I like to. I don't sit at a computer all day long (Justin) so I don't have that luxury. Plus I went back to work last month, and my spare time I iron my scrubs and get dinner ready. I know exciting.
Actually this past week was exciting. I had a bad pain in my stomach and was vomiting like um teen times (lost count after 10)...wait, I counted how many times I threw up. After every trip to the bathroom I said to myself, 5, 6 ,7, 8...I only did so I can tell the doc. I never thought how funny that sounded to count. I should have just drawn tally marks on the wall. Anyway, this thursday I will have aultrasound of my belly to see (no not that I'm pregnant) if I have gallstones. Because I have had this attack before many times, but would just pass them off as, um, well, gas bubles or indigestion. But there getting more severe and I was really heave ho'ing it. I got scared when I had to get a shot on my second trip to urgent care on wednesday. So we will see.
So no pictures. No big paragraphs as of yet...I guess this one was a good size. So stay tuned.